10 Reasons Why I Hate You Instant

I never did. I hate that I can’t hate you. I hate that after everything—the silence, the distance, the pretending to be fine—if you showed up at my door right now, I’d still let you in. And you probably know it.

Falling asleep on a phone call. Being quiet without it being awkward. Letting someone see me cry without explaining why. I hate that I now walk through the world knowing exactly what I’m missing. 10 reasons why i hate you

So yes. Ten reasons why I hate you. But every single one is just another way of saying: I still love you. And I hate that most of all. Would you like a more lighthearted, comedic version (e.g., “You breathe too loud” and “You finish my snacks”)? Just let me know. I never did

Not with anger—with patience. Like you’d already forgiven me before I even said sorry. I hate that I learned how to be better because of you, and now I have to be better without you. And you probably know it